You have to dig deep to uproot your past conditioning before your new seeds of growth will bloom. Mixing new enlightenment with your old behavior will poison the possibility for your new growth to take root… which entails living a double life.
You have to let go of what has hurt you, face the truth of your actions and seek forgiveness; to understand why your past is attached to your present moment. To know why you have been holding on …is when you gain the wisdom to let it go.
~ WOW ~
A Window Of Wisdom 
Wow thank you! Those are wonderful words
Thank you for reading them I appreciate you taking the time to! :))
And a-ha I think you answered my own question from 38 here. Like you knew what I was going to ask. Thank you dear.